LOVE IS ONLY A FEELING

 LOVE IS ONLY A FEELING
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NAME: EMYR
SEX: UNKNOWN
POSITION: EX-ARCHANGEL
HOMETOWN: BOURNEMOUTH, U.K.
CURRENT TOWN: NIBELHEIM / HONGKONG
BIRTH: 12.18.13.16.18 6POP 8ETZNAB
LANGUAGES: ENGLISH fluent, CANTONESE fluent, WELSH a little, PUTUNGHUA a little
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ABOUT ME:

DREAMS I might not give up chasing what I want to cherish, which is the reason that I keep going. It's more than a comfort when I tell myself that things will change. Certainly, it does change often, in an unexpected way. Even though I've always thought of making changes and claimed that nothing's impossible. I am no different, not fit to create my own future as my motivation has come to an end. Well sure I still have a long life ahead of me, but I really don't know. I just, feel like I am nobody and don't belong anywhere. Like, no one ever cares. Am I just... invisible?
It's ridiculous when you talked about your dreams just minutes earlier then everything becomes kinder hopeless in a moment. Maybe my dream will never come true.
I had a dream of living in a world where I had you next to me. It was a sentimental and charming night. There's no one except of us chilling out there. We were standing beside the lake, gazing at the stars but we said nothing. Still, it was the greatest moment ever.
Somehow I wish I could make it more than a dream....
If I could go back in time and relive again. Maybe everything would be better? A lot of times I just want someone to put my mind at ease. But it seems I don't deserve it. Isn't it pathetic that I've got nothing constructive to do? I guess no one cares anyways.
Nothing comes easy without involving a lot of hard work. Well sounds like a theory doesn't it? I've tried, really hard. I've tried. It just didn't work... Basically my dream is the only thing that I am living for. I find it hard to make it happen and I really don't know what to do! Am I drowning myself? Is it worth fighting for?
I wish it was different. I wish I were someone else.
I wish life could be easier and I'd be free.
I wish it wasn't a dream that I would forget.
And I wish, we could live in the same world.


It might just never happen, hahahaha. Hmm, doesn't matter. Cos you never fail to amaze me.

# Posté le vendredi 18 mai 2007 03:26

Modifié le samedi 21 juin 2008 10:40